27 October 2016

September 2016

hi all

it seems like thousand years already i didn't write anything yet
my life has changed
im growing up soo fast
oh my..

Alhamdulillah cause Allah still gave me time and chances to live again
and change to be a better person
Alhamdulillah again

career? getting better, much more better
there's a lot of opportunities to build up my inner self,confidence,self-trust and credibility
i get it
it turns out that
i need to learn all of them from the single and first step

i met new friends
one of them is a guy
he is a good friend of mine
always help me through a lot of stuffs
when i say stuffs i meant
work, personal and etc
nothing more than that
thanks for your time bro! :)

i always put them as first
they are all good and healthy
Ya Allah, almighty
let them live longer to see me successful and have a grand kids for my mom

last but always, not least
do love myself first
do not loose hope to Allah
avoid to put any hopes on humans
mends the broken and fragile heart
be good
be nice
be classy
be matured
be myself



13 February 2016

Happy Birthday sayang - serik tapi sayang ! Hehee

Birthday party for my friend,
good friend of mine.
Mmg kdg2 gadoh mcm bercerai berai,
byk salah paham yg berlaku,
aku pikir buruk sal kau,kau pn sama je! haha,.
at least, u have my back,
but we still stick together.

Ada jenis org suka ambil kesempatan dalam kesempitan kita.
Nk sembang belakang? sukahatilah,
sbb kau mmg layak ada kat belakang aku,bukan tepi sisi aku ok?
InsyaAllah boleh berjaya sama2! wink emoticon 
Sayang u lah baby! Have a blast!

I miss you
I love you and us


27 January 2016

"Something About The Way You Look Tonight"


"Something About The Way You Look Tonight"

There was a time
I was everything and nothing all in one
When you found me
I was feeling like a cloud across the sun

I need to tell you
How you light up every second of the day
But in the moonlight
You just shine like a beacon on the bay

And I can't explain
But it's something about the way you look tonight
Takes my breath away
It's that feeling I get about you, deep inside
And I can't describe
But it's something about the way you look tonight
Takes my breath away
The way you look tonight

With a smile
You pull the deepest secrets from my heart
In all honesty
I'm speechless and I don't know where to start

22 January 2016

Captain Jack Sparrow's compass

need his compass right now
want to know how could I survive with all the plans that I've done last month
do I do the right choice?
do I need to wait?
should I just moving on?
how long I can be sustained?
do I must to catch every single opportunities comes to my eyes?
do people see what I'm  trying to sell?
do people willing to listen on what I'm trying to tell?
I need his compass
to know where my heart should go
where should I navigate my capabilities
where should I land
who should I believe

I wonder how dysfunctional I am
if the compass is real and could direct us to where we should be


19 January 2016

my birthday boy !!! i love you !!!

hai sayang,
selamat ulang tahun sayang..

sudah tua, kamu sudah tua,
post ni khas untuk kau,
Lan yang aku sayang selamanya

maafkan aku sebab lama xketemu,
maafkan aku sebab terlalu sibuk dengan dunia,
maafkan aku kerna tidak berkongsi cerita,
maafkan aku kerna sifat terasing jauh dari pandangan mata kita,
zahirnya seperti hilang,
batinnya tetap ada

aku tetap sayang ko untuk selamanya,
semoga Allah memanjangkan umur kamu sayang,
semoga lancar segala perancangan yang telah dirangka untuk tahun ini,
bertemu jodoh, harap gitahu lah yewww... =)

as at today,
19th January 2016,
enjoy your day,
cherish the moments, feel the thunder,
eat whatever you want, don't think about diet lah today! HAHA
kick whoever you hate(HAHA pls don't)
love whoever you must,
give the best hugs to your kids and friends,
smile until your eyes looks like a crescent moon upside down,
laughs until you faint,
farts loudly(HAHAHAHA pls do)
kiss your mom for me, miss her much =')
walk like a queen, run like a bee!
speak your heart, pastikan apa yg dikata tu dari hati =)
love yourself sayang,
drive safe(always!)

be blessed,
I love you